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[31 Mar 2005|10:27pm] |
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so i went out with danielle and jill last night. malled it up. went to TJI fridays. baught hampster stuff and then pciked up some kid and landon. the other kid ended up being Kat's X.. WOW. hes an ass hole to girls, and hes conceted. and he has.. NO reason to be. lmao. anyways random picstures from last night ...
( last night mann )
so then today danielle and i ventured with jill and ashley to panera. got dropped off with danielle, went to the skate park.. saw barry leo <33 and skated. baught some "stuff"(pics belowwww) and then we met this kid with a prostetic leg while eating burgers at coney island :( awww..
i look like im on crack.
( more random picstures )
you want it!!!!!!!! to stick it where? in my ass? in my mouth? lmao.. oh god.
so yah.. now i took more pictures of other people besides myself. lol. YES I DO HAVE FRIENDS. haha wow im sad.
ummm kat invited me to a party of hers saturday and anyone can go,.. kick ass. im gonna get soo drunk. and tomarrow night were gonna meet cunting kaila at the mall and kick her ass and were going to watch landon kick all these guys' asses because they talk shit and are disrepectful to his love-andrea. aww thats sooo fuckin cute. lol anyways tah tah
p.s. i have a fever :(
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| slumber party massacre.. |
[28 Mar 2005|03:02pm] |
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random pics from the last few days
i had 4 people IN my bed this week: cate.barry.gary.and john boss. MAD SLEEP OVER PARTYS ... but none compair to barrys :(
( slumber party with mandyyy )
so the end of the pics.
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| chick chicky boom |
[23 Mar 2005|05:03pm] |
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barry picked me up in MY car at like 3 and we went and put some gas in my car because he used it all. so i played with my camera while he pumped the gasolinaaaa:
( more )
we went to the mall so i could return a dress at hot topic. ali and mr clean were their. i love them. ali likes my makeup and the fact that im from florida. and jim is just niftyyy keeeennn gosh oh golly. lol no really, they are good people. that got me 32.00. i baught my sister two tounge rings because she just got it peirced and i love her. then i went to auntie anns and got pretezel sticks for me with dip, and some for barry. waved at watch world boy because hes hot. then went to the parking garage where i saw this car with this lisence plate:  (if you cant see it, it says glostk, aka GLOW STICK!!!, AND THE CAR IS YELLOWW!!!) lol anyways i kept my hair thinggys in, and i will take them out friday.. because friday cate and i are going to the mall as little HXCORE KIDS. we shall wear tight dark jeans, studded belts, h core hats, t shirts that say "XXX IS FOR HARDCORE PORN NOT FOR HARDCORE FAGS" and little tight black hoodies. were going to be sooo popular, i already know it!! and now im going with cate to eat at panera and plot ideas so make me happy. i miss being happy. and i shall be home afterwards to chill with anthony because of all the people i know, hes like one of the 5 i can tollerate and i like to chill with. besides, TONIGHT IS BROKE ASS NIGGAHS NIGHT. so were gonna be poor together..<3
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| your so insanly perfect.. :( i wish you...... alidfh djlfvsdfslkfslkjdhfsjkdf |
[22 Mar 2005|10:54pm] |
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so i bleached out barrys hair and it looks hot, sadly. i almost wanted it to look bad but he never looks bad. :(
( barrys herrrrrrrrrr )
i also did my wicked ghetto sisters hair like, underneath part of her hair a bright ass purple color. we love it..
and my sister also majors in cosmotology in florida and she did my hair like ( this )
she did it once in the summer when i had white and pink hair with orange and pink yarn stuff. it was teh seckzz..<33
friday shes going to do my whole dead dredded with yarn <3333 mmm... dreadful!
so yah
im really lonly right now.
but barrys coming over at 10 am to cuddle.eat.laundry.etc until like 2 :(
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[21 Mar 2005|04:07am] |
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I feel so cold when I realize what the last three years took and gave me. Sugar high fading to realize your first encounter with walking away from love. So bitter, to break the dreams. There are chances that we all have, and we will all fail at love before we succeed, yet every life hopes to skip the pain of heartbreak. I can be okay, and I will one day realize that I have stopped seeing you in every indistinct shadow, behind every dark glass. Smile because we have beautiful memories, and I have learned so much by this failure.
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| for you, my 'love'... |
[19 Mar 2005|02:05am] |
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i dont pretend to love you
because there is nothing left to loose
and this time im not scared of you
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[18 Mar 2005|12:29am] |
i got lazy so i wrote out a journal entry
happy st patties day..
oh yah, im talking to the hottest male on yahoo. lmao
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| mandy the snow man |
[16 Mar 2005|11:13pm] |
so today after i last updated ms cait came over and she sat on my computer haking things for like an hour and i went through a bag of jewlery i got from the army today. it was good fun. then we decided to go to the mall so on the way there this kid smiled at me. i smiled back. he was in a pimped out sea foam green like.. cadillac or something with rims and he had hidrollics or whatever. it made me nervious because he just kept staring at me and smiling so i looked away. next thing i know were being followed into the mall parking lot and he parked next to us and guess what? we made a new friend, exchanged numbers, etc. lol. cait tomarrow when he calls you tell him THE STORY OF THE LESBIAN "JINES" WE ARe.. LMAO. long story. but yah he was a rockerbilly kid or whatever its called. he was cool beans.
so then we walked around the mall and cait got the most amazing dress ever for prom. its teal-like. and im doing her hair and makeup for prom. shes so pretty. im glad shes my partner in crime. also.. were going on a diet starting tomarrow.no carbs, no soda. just 8 glasses of water a day and mad excersize. we ever worked out an excersize plan and all that good stuff. im proud of us. really, i am. i need to get in shape, im always so depressed about my weight and shit so i might as well do something about it. right? right.
so then we got free drinks from mrs.fields and we got me some hair clips because im addicted. haha. and at like 9, we went to panera where we got sooo fucking crazy. i was hitting myself with ham in the face and spilling juice and i even stole the forks to make into bracelets. mm, so creative. she just kept laughing and calling over this def kid we know who she added an o to the end to of his name for no reason. haha
umm idk. thus ends our adventurous day. the end
p.s.
random pictures.. for your amusment.
( clickie clickie )
me in panera being stooooopid. like my new hair? yay! and YES my shirt does say "CUNT" YOU LOVE IT!!
the endddddddddddddddddd
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| I JUST SHAVED MY PUSSYS PUSSY!! |
[15 Mar 2005|11:04am] |
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.."she put that sugga on my tounge"... |
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I JUST SHAVED MY PUSSYS PUSSY!!
OMG i kitty Mudd (shes the mentally retarded one) dosent know how to poop. all the other cats kinda of let their butt hover over the kitty litter but she just plops her little bottom right on the litter, so when she poops it just sticks to her little kitty vagina/ass hair. and then after the poop dries on her assshe sits on her bottom, uses her front paws and drags her ass all over the house. its not even like it helps her because i always have to grab some toilet paper and rip it off of her ass. its really cute when she drags herserlf though, haha. so i decided no more kitty dragging her ass around here! i cut/trimmed the hair from her ass area region off. shes so cute. while i was cutting it she was like "murrrroffff meow mrrrrrooowwf" (its a certain noise she makes) like she was telling me the story of her life. shes so cute. <33 i really think me and her have a bond.. like, we communitcate. i love my mudd<33
aww whos my stupid little kitty?
<3
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[14 Mar 2005|04:36pm] |
random pictures because im bored and im taking a break from cleaning my room...
( randomness )
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| im all over the place. |
[25 Feb 2005|06:29pm] |
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this thing is getting worse and worse and no one around me even knows whats going on. it sucks so bad because its like.. i have no one to talk to about it. no one would understand. they would be like...DUHHHH STUPID GIRL!! and i dont know, i know what everyone would say so i guess im all alone on this shit. it sucks. i might have to make an appointment at this place and hopefully they can help me get over this shit. it really sucks. i feel like im so alone:(
anyways i just got back from geoffs, had fun like always with him and christina. we chilled there last night. smoked. and went out to eat at applebees today and then we came home. now i gotta showa and get ready to go do my taxes AGAIN and all this stupid shit. i need to get new contacts and sneakers and i need to pay off rent a center and shit and guess what? im broke. for the first time in like 3 years im broke. like, i have 80 dollars to my name. im really depressed. i shouldnt have quit my job no matter how much i hate the scum bags who work there. oh well.
...maybe, your gonna be the one that saves me...
i doubt it though. haha.. okay well shit to do. barrys mad at me which makes me miserable because this situation is fucked up anyways and i love him with all my heart and i cant do this anymore. :sigh:
i have so many issues and no one to talk to them about..no one would or could understand. like, id have to start from the beginning and i dont even know how this all started. i guess maybe when i was like 11? no ones known me that long which makes it even harder to get. i wish i had a best friends prospective on my life. ughh.. shit sucks balls...
well time to showa and all that good stuff. maybe i will get to see my male tonight and that will cheer me up. were going to the boston aquarium sunday and were gonna roll face there.mm, drugs and under water animals.
p/e/a/c/e
WHO MAKES OUT WITH MANICANS AT THE SALVATION ARMY?!?!?! me!!!
( PARTY )
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[08 Jan 2005|12:04am] |
so yeah. i decided i might dye my hair lime green and black like i wanted for a long ass time.. so yes. say good bye to my pecock colored hair <3 i know i will miss it.
(for those who are clueless, i have turqoise and aqua colored hair now <33 )
yes. so if anyone knows of any green or yellow hair dyes that dont suck, lemmie know, i baught electic lizzar and something banana from manic panic anddd they bite my ass
<3
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| i miss you. |
[12 Sep 2004|10:27am] |
i just got so sad. i was reading old entries because im making
all of my old ones Private instead of friends only so i can kinda.. eh,
hard to explain. but yah so i was reading and i got so sad. it was when
i first made this LJ that i deleted my old one because all the netries
there made me MISERABLE. they were about lighbulbs and boston and
people i hate. so i made this one. that about like a year ago and now
im readin entries here and they made me sad. all of me and barrys
rights. all the guys. allt the girls. all the lies ive been told by so
many people. all the friends that have come and gone. its pretty
pathetic who im stil friends with. NONE of them. like im aquantances
with danielle and jill and people like that. but were not close. no
brittany. no christina. no tom. (actually, we started to talk again).
but like, so many good memories down the drain. i wonder if peple ever
miss. me think about me. want to see me. want to hear my voice.
because..i think of them. and theres even someone i went out with for a
very short period of time that i dont miss at all. but reading back in
my Lj it makes me miserable because we had so much fun together.
adventures. he was my favorite. well, i dont mean favortite now.but, he
really made me happy at the time. its stuff like that, that upsets me.
to know that you can get along so well with someone and then it gets
messedup and you hate each other? critisize each other for the stuff
you used to love about each other? i dont know. im just in a ....sad
mood now. i honestly miss my old friends, and iwas sucha jerk now that
i think about it. i can really be a cunt. almost always am i cunt. but
now ive changed os much into ehat i like to think is a better person.
im more responsible, i ha ve a job, i treat everyone with
repsect... but where are all of my friends? no where to be found. ive
lost them all. and im not going to say oh well, because i do miss them.
alot. there are some people i know im better off witjout. but then i
think maybe im better off without all of them. because they liked the
BEFORE me. and i dont know if they would like the NOW me. i miss
skipping school. i miss picnics in capron. i miss getting all snazzed
up for the mall on friday nights with the mall crew. i miss the gatra.
i miss being fed cheese and crackers on leather couches. i miss xmas
eve tradition. i miss parties in my basement when itwas my bedroom. i
miss sledding at shaws. imiss walking home from the mall. i miss
staying up till 4 am talking online to my 'best friends'. i miss going
on rides just because we were bored. i miss dying my friends' hair. i
miss halloween and 'the burning of the underware'. i miss going to
bryans house to do dumb things. i miss walking to visit at 3 am to cry
behind brooks and talk about our boyfriends. i miss going to the mall
just to color.i miss sitting at the bus stop. i miss rainbow blankets
over my head. i miss making plans for roadtrips that never happened. i
miss so much fucking stuff. and i know that i am the one who fucked it
up. I MISS YOU.and if your reading this, i know that you probley miss
me too.
maybe i dont even know. maybe i really honestly am just babling because
im sad and its a sunday and its chilly out and....im home alone. maybe
its because its typical the way shit always turns out.best friends
dosent mean best friends forever. it means best friends for this one
moment in time where everythings perfect. even if it is unperfect, that
makes it perftct. i really dont know. maybe i need death, quickly. ill
never know. im just...so lonly. sorry.
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