oh so candy

GIVE ME tonight.

2006-09-11T23:00:55Z

pictures of danielle and I's week end.

2005-04-01T04:05:58Z

so i went out with danielle and jill last night. malled it up. went to TJI fridays. baught hampster stuff and then pciked up some kid and landon. the other kid ended up being Kat's X.. WOW. hes an ass hole to girls, and hes conceted. and he has.. NO reason to be. lmao. anyways random picstures from last night ...

tji fridays

me danielle and jill

read that shit: i love to fart. haha

danielle skipping along.

someone let danielle in the fucking car please, shes diabetic!

jill gives head like this

landon is precious

this is kats X.. lmao..

danielle, what do we hate? MEN!!!!

so then today danielle and i ventured with jill and ashley to panera. got dropped off with danielle, went to the skate park.. saw barry leo <33 and skated. baught some "stuff"(pics belowwww) and then we met this kid with a prostetic leg while eating burgers at coney island :( awww..

i look like im on crack.

danielle and i.. = love. haha

there i go with that face again.. oh gawd.

stuff danielle baught lol

Q... Danielles hampser

OMFG NO FUCKINNNNN WAY!?

DANIELLE CAN BOOGIE WOOGIE!

after everything today i got stuck in attleboro, and melissa picked me up

shes so nice.and this is her puppy shes soooo fuckin cute.

you want it!!!!!!!! to stick it where? in my ass? in my mouth? lmao.. oh god.

so yah.. now i took more pictures of other people besides myself. lol. YES I DO HAVE FRIENDS. haha wow im sad.

ummm kat invited me to a party of hers saturday and anyone can go,.. kick ass. im gonna get soo drunk. and tomarrow night were gonna meet cunting kaila at the mall and kick her ass and were going to watch landon kick all these guys' asses because they talk shit and are disrepectful to his love-andrea. aww thats sooo fuckin cute. lol anyways tah tah

p.s. i have a fever :(

im srtupid love like wayss

2005-03-30T11:04:24Z

i love this picture of us

WHY AM I SO STUPID?!
grrrr

slumber party massacre..

2005-03-28T21:08:50Z

random pics from the last few days

i had 4 people IN my bed this week: cate.barry.gary.and john boss. MAD SLEEP OVER PARTYS ... but none compair to barrys :(

the last time i got to be with barry :(

oh me, oh my!

the secksy watch world boy--kyle.

the cell phone man-brad.

anthonys sexyful tattoo that he wanted me to draw a weeenis on.. haha

anthony in my messy room

me and cate laying in my bed ready for slumber!

some little kids who told me some 12 yr old wanted to fight me..

before the mall

me and mc kaylaaaa in the back seat chillin with our hidroxy cookies..haha

brittanys side shot.ha

kats side shot

WE LOVE CAR TRIPS!!

Me and Gary at my houseee

i wonder who thisssss could be

you know your puerto rican when you have TWO 50 pound bags of rice in the cuppard. lmao

johnny wears MY girls clothes..haha

oo no makeup whos scary now?

maddd girls clothing..

so the end of the pics.

FUCK YOU MANN..HHAHAHAAH

2005-03-24T07:05:53Z

XXX IS FOR HARDCORE PORN NOT FOR HARDCORE FAGS

XXX BUTT S3CKZ!

chick chicky boom

2005-03-23T22:03:20Z

barry picked me up in MY car at like 3 and we went and put some gas in my car because he used it all. so i played with my camera while he pumped the gasolinaaaa:

we went to the mall so i could return a dress at hot topic. ali and mr clean were their. i love them. ali likes my makeup and the fact that im from florida. and jim is just niftyyy keeeennn gosh oh golly. lol no really, they are good people. that got me 32.00. i baught my sister two tounge rings because she just got it peirced and i love her. then i went to auntie anns and got pretezel sticks for me with dip, and some for barry. waved at watch world boy because hes hot. then went to the parking garage where i saw this car with this lisence plate: (if you cant see it, it says glostk, aka GLOW STICK!!!, AND THE CAR IS YELLOWW!!!) lol anyways i kept my hair thinggys in, and i will take them out friday.. because friday cate and i are going to the mall as little HXCORE KIDS. we shall wear tight dark jeans, studded belts, h core hats, t shirts that say "XXX IS FOR HARDCORE PORN NOT FOR HARDCORE FAGS" and little tight black hoodies. were going to be sooo popular, i already know it!! and now im going with cate to eat at panera and plot ideas so make me happy. i miss being happy. and i shall be home afterwards to chill with anthony because of all the people i know, hes like one of the 5 i can tollerate and i like to chill with. besides, TONIGHT IS BROKE ASS NIGGAHS NIGHT. so were gonna be poor together..<3

your so insanly perfect.. :( i wish you...... alidfh djlfvsdfslkfslkjdhfsjkdf

2005-03-23T04:18:17Z

so i bleached out barrys hair and it looks hot, sadly. i almost wanted it to look bad but he never looks bad. :(

i also did my wicked ghetto sisters hair like, underneath part of her hair a bright ass purple color. we love it..

and my sister also majors in cosmotology in florida and she did my hair like
the process...

the finished results...

she did it once in the summer when i had white and pink hair with orange and pink yarn stuff. it was teh seckzz..<33
friday shes going to do my whole dead dredded with yarn <3333 mmm... dreadful!

so yah

im really lonly right now.
but barrys coming over at 10 am to cuddle.eat.laundry.etc until like 2 :(

more cam whore. the end.

2005-03-22T01:37:49Z

shannon at kellys house

kelly being weird...at...kellys house. lol

me at kellys house being fat.

the box of soap they were obsessed with, kelly added her later on. haha

cunt_flavored @ 2005-03-21T04:07:00

2005-03-21T09:08:28Z

I feel so cold when I realize what the last three years took and gave me. Sugar high fading to realize your first encounter with walking away from love. So bitter, to break the dreams. There are chances that we all have, and we will all fail at love before we succeed, yet every life hopes to skip the pain of heartbreak. I can be okay, and I will one day realize that I have stopped seeing you in every indistinct shadow, behind every dark glass. Smile because we have beautiful memories, and I have learned so much by this failure.

went a little coo coo for cocoa puffs with the pictures..

2005-03-21T03:58:59Z

thats a pale puerto rican if i ever seen one.. lmao

look at the boooobbiieeezzz on mehhhhhhh lmao.. jkjkjkjk.. or am i?

read whats written on that peice of yellow duct tape on my lap top

its pathetic.. lol and in the right hand corner

wow. im a psycho!

my secksy man barry playing with a sward i baught him <333 mm...

this was last night/this morning.. like 3 am and i couldnt sleep.hihellosomeonesudatemelikeasaporilldie...haha

kitties can be cam whores too!! Elvis, Mudd, and Knee Grow in A-C-T-I-O-NNNNN

hey nason, remember this guy?! omg.. love. love. love. love for the stink eyes and his salt soda!

for you, my 'love'...

2005-03-19T07:15:29Z

i dont pretend to love you
because there is nothing left to loose
and this time im not scared of you

cunt_flavored @ 2005-03-18T00:29:00

2005-03-18T05:34:49Z

i got lazy so i wrote out a journal entry

happy st patties day..

oh yah, im talking to the hottest male on yahoo. lmao

mandy the snow man

2005-03-17T04:52:05Z

so today after i last updated ms cait came over and she sat on my computer haking things for like an hour and i went through a bag of jewlery i got from the army today. it was good fun. then we decided to go to the mall so on the way there this kid smiled at me. i smiled back. he was in a pimped out sea foam green like.. cadillac or something with rims and he had hidrollics or whatever. it made me nervious because he just kept staring at me and smiling so i looked away. next thing i know were being followed into the mall parking lot and he parked next to us and guess what? we made a new friend, exchanged numbers, etc. lol. cait tomarrow when he calls you tell him THE STORY OF THE LESBIAN "JINES" WE ARe.. LMAO. long story. but yah he was a rockerbilly kid or whatever its called. he was cool beans.

so then we walked around the mall and cait got the most amazing dress ever for prom. its teal-like. and im doing her hair and makeup for prom. shes so pretty. im glad shes my partner in crime. also.. were going on a diet starting tomarrow.no carbs, no soda. just 8 glasses of water a day and mad excersize. we ever worked out an excersize plan and all that good stuff. im proud of us. really, i am. i need to get in shape, im always so depressed about my weight and shit so i might as well do something about it. right? right.

so then we got free drinks from mrs.fields and we got me some hair clips because im addicted. haha. and at like 9, we went to panera where we got sooo fucking crazy. i was hitting myself with ham in the face and spilling juice and i even stole the forks to make into bracelets. mm, so creative. she just kept laughing and calling over this def kid we know who she added an o to the end to of his name for no reason. haha

umm idk. thus ends our adventurous day. the end

p.s.

random pictures.. for your amusment.

i bleched out the under part of my hair and my bangs

some of the dying process...mm, slimey. lol

cait having fun with some fun last names at the mall..

cait in her dress.

me playing in the mirror because i do that shit when im bored in dressing rooms lol

cait reminding us not to eat foods shes holding bc we are now on a diet

cait then eating that same food.. lol

bbeeaasssstt

me in panera being stooooopid. like my new hair? yay! and YES my shirt does say "CUNT" YOU LOVE IT!!

the endddddddddddddddddd

I JUST SHAVED MY PUSSYS PUSSY!!

2005-03-15T16:04:27Z

I JUST SHAVED MY PUSSYS PUSSY!!

OMG i kitty Mudd (shes the mentally retarded one) dosent know how to poop. all the other cats kinda of let their butt hover over the kitty litter but she just plops her little bottom right on the litter, so when she poops it just sticks to her little kitty vagina/ass hair. and then after the poop dries on her assshe sits on her bottom, uses her front paws and drags her ass all over the house. its not even like it helps her because i always have to grab some toilet paper and rip it off of her ass. its really cute when she drags herserlf though, haha. so i decided no more kitty dragging her ass around here! i cut/trimmed the hair from her ass area region off. shes so cute. while i was cutting it she was like "murrrroffff meow mrrrrrooowwf" (its a certain noise she makes) like she was telling me the story of her life. shes so cute. <33 i really think me and her have a bond.. like, we communitcate. i love my mudd<33

aww whos my stupid little kitty?
<3

pictures

2005-03-14T21:36:47Z

random pictures because im bored and im taking a break from cleaning my room...

me and geoff before the show.

we love to roll..

my kitty Elvis..

all of my little stupids, Mudd-KneeGrow, and Elvis

okay the end

p.s. im depressed. yay!

YOU CAN RiNG MY BELL... RiNG MY BELL!

2005-03-08T06:56:51Z

YOU WANNA DiSCO? YOU WANNA SEE ME DiSCO?

yah!!

me before i went to see my male saturday night...

mmm look at that messy hair.. fun fun fun!!

danielle with gummy bears stuck to her nose

me with MAD gummy bears on my lips..mm. haha

cait helping me make an ice sculpture

anthony playing a racing game at the theater...

im all over the place.

2005-02-25T23:42:00Z

this thing is getting worse and worse and no one around me even knows whats going on. it sucks so bad because its like.. i have no one to talk to about it. no one would understand. they would be like...DUHHHH STUPID GIRL!! and i dont know, i know what everyone would say so i guess im all alone on this shit. it sucks. i might have to make an appointment at this place and hopefully they can help me get over this shit. it really sucks. i feel like im so alone:(

anyways i just got back from geoffs, had fun like always with him and christina. we chilled there last night. smoked. and went out to eat at applebees today and then we came home. now i gotta showa and get ready to go do my taxes AGAIN and all this stupid shit. i need to get new contacts and sneakers and i need to pay off rent a center and shit and guess what? im broke. for the first time in like 3 years im broke. like, i have 80 dollars to my name. im really depressed. i shouldnt have quit my job no matter how much i hate the scum bags who work there. oh well.

...maybe, your gonna be the one that saves me...

i doubt it though. haha.. okay well shit to do. barrys mad at me which makes me miserable because this situation is fucked up anyways and i love him with all my heart and i cant do this anymore. :sigh:

i have so many issues and no one to talk to them about..no one would or could understand. like, id have to start from the beginning and i dont even know how this all started. i guess maybe when i was like 11? no ones known me that long which makes it even harder to get. i wish i had a best friends prospective on my life. ughh.. shit sucks balls...

well time to showa and all that good stuff. maybe i will get to see my male tonight and that will cheer me up. were going to the boston aquarium sunday and were gonna roll face there.mm, drugs and under water animals.

p/e/a/c/e

WHO MAKES OUT WITH MANICANS AT THE SALVATION ARMY?!?!?! me!!!

BARRY AND HiS DAD (ELViS)

geoff pimpin my pink fuzzy snap bracelt.. haha

cheesie smile.. ew.

and then there are times like these..

ultra vile ;X

cunt_flavored @ 2005-01-08T00:04:00

2005-01-08T05:09:44Z

so yeah. i decided i might dye my hair lime green and black like i wanted for a long ass time.. so yes. say good bye to my pecock colored hair <3 i know i will miss it.

(for those who are clueless, i have turqoise and aqua colored hair now <33 )

yes. so if anyone knows of any green or yellow hair dyes that dont suck, lemmie know, i baught electic lizzar and something banana from manic panic anddd they bite my ass

<3

p.s.

2004-12-03T03:11:49Z

p.s. i got 3
kneegrow...a little girl with a heart for food.

mudd..the runt of the litter was born with her head crooked and mentally retarded. shhh, shes my favorite<3

and this is mustard! hes the KING. the little boy of the house, hes a kitty-cow. black n white.

i miss you.

2004-09-12T14:23:50Z

i just got so sad. i was reading old entries because im making all of my old ones Private instead of friends only so i can kinda.. eh, hard to explain. but yah so i was reading and i got so sad. it was when i first made this LJ that i deleted my old one because all the netries there made me MISERABLE. they were about lighbulbs and boston and people i hate. so i made this one. that about like a year ago and now im readin entries here and they made me sad. all of me and barrys rights. all the guys. allt the girls. all the lies ive been told by so many people. all the friends that have come and gone. its pretty pathetic who im stil friends with. NONE of them. like im aquantances with danielle and jill and people like that. but were not close. no brittany. no christina. no tom. (actually, we started to talk again). but like, so many good memories down the drain. i wonder if peple ever miss. me think about me. want to see me. want to hear my voice. because..i think of them. and theres even someone i went out with for a very short period of time that i dont miss at all. but reading back in my Lj it makes me miserable because we had so much fun together. adventures. he was my favorite. well, i dont mean favortite now.but, he really made me happy at the time. its stuff like that, that upsets me. to know that you can get along so well with someone and then it gets messedup and you hate each other? critisize each other for the stuff you used to love about each other? i dont know. im just in a ....sad mood now. i honestly miss my old friends, and iwas sucha jerk now that i think about it. i can really be a cunt. almost always am i cunt. but now ive changed os much into ehat i like to think is a better person. im more responsible, i ha ve a job, i treat everyone with repsect... but where are all of my friends? no where to be found. ive lost them all. and im not going to say oh well, because i do miss them. alot. there are some people i know im better off witjout. but then i think maybe im better off without all of them. because they liked the BEFORE me. and i dont know if they would like the NOW me. i miss skipping school. i miss picnics in capron. i miss getting all snazzed up for the mall on friday nights with the mall crew. i miss the gatra. i miss being fed cheese and crackers on leather couches. i miss xmas eve tradition. i miss parties in my basement when itwas my bedroom. i miss sledding at shaws. imiss walking home from the mall. i miss staying up till 4 am talking online to my 'best friends'. i miss going on rides just because we were bored. i miss dying my friends' hair. i miss halloween and 'the burning of the underware'. i miss going to bryans house to do dumb things. i miss walking to visit at 3 am to cry behind brooks and talk about our boyfriends. i miss going to the mall just to color.i miss sitting at the bus stop. i miss rainbow blankets over my head. i miss making plans for roadtrips that never happened. i miss so much fucking stuff. and i know that i am the one who fucked it up. I MISS YOU.and if your reading this, i know that you probley miss me too.
maybe i dont even know. maybe i really honestly am just babling because im sad and its a sunday and its chilly out and....im home alone. maybe its because its typical the way shit always turns out.best friends dosent mean best friends forever. it means best friends for this one moment in time where everythings perfect. even if it is unperfect, that makes it perftct. i really dont know. maybe i need death, quickly. ill never know. im just...so lonly. sorry.

<3 you wish i was your friend

2004-03-03T20:26:16Z

friends only. comment to be added <3

stupid twats with 8 chins need not apply.